Sunday, 6 July 2014

There will be people you'll meet on your journey some good some bad. The good ones will understand that everyone is on a different path and the decisions they make is for them and their own good. Then there will be people who wont understand your journey, they wont even try to understand it. And its okay. You have to carry on and believe in yourself and in your journey. Believe that the decisions you make are for the best. only make a decision you are happy with and content with. This past week has been a long and hard week for me, and I cant believe I'm going to say this but I cant wait for Monday to come! I know, Monday, the most dreaded day of the week. But I'm looking forward to it since I'll be on a flight to Dubai, my second home. This week was meant to be different, it was meant to be much more happier than it was. I came to the realisation that even a person that is close to you wont understand you and won't always support you. It is in my decision to go to Dubai I found out who the people I surround myself with are really like. Most of them are positive and kind people who always support me through the good and bad. However there's always an exception to the rule. The people that I am not so close with became the people that understood me the most and even with some people that I know I should know better of were the people that didn't support and try to stand in my way.

This week was also a little harder as I knew I would have to say goodbye to two really special people. They are on their journey and it will take them further away from me. Although I know we will always remain close, the distant will be hard. It will be hard not to see them everyday, not to be able to go over to their house when ever you feel like it. I hate goodbyes. It is a bittersweet feeling. You know that there journey is taking them to a different place, maybe an even better place but on the other hand you feel selfish and want them all for yourself. With all of this happening I am still happy, I haven't gotten my sparkle back but I'm on my way and so close. It's time I start doing things on my terms, it's my way or the highway!

This is going to be a good summer, lots of changes, new and exciting things going to happen. A fresh start.
I'm looking forward to you summer. Cannot wait to see what else is in store, because i'll be ready for whatever life throws at me. Bring it on!

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